let’s erase the idea that lgbt rep is invalid when said lgbt rep isn’t in a relationship!
Let’s erase the idea that LGBTIQA rep has to be about being LGBTIQA. This joke is about how she got harassed after a show where didn’t do a lot of jokes about being a lesbian. LGBTIQA people exist without having to do queer things. This isnt about being in a relationship, it’s about how being LGBTIQA is a part of her life not her whole life
i found these notebooks from sixth grade a few weeks ago at my grandparents’ house and they were notebooks i needed to use for class, so we would write about our day, poems, free write, etc. i did a lot of poems and i wrote a couple stories, and wrote a lot about my daily life and drama between friends. and i have to say!! 1. i dont think anyone else would necessarily understand why the old stuff is so funny, but i was cracking up at like everything i was reading because i was such a weird kid. like i always knew i was this like “Random” kid but like i was all over the place hyper and i was so weird. i wrote a poem about mcdonalds, about bowling for soup, about bobobo bo bobobo.
sixth grade was around when i started getting depressed, and i can see little inklings of it in my notebooks. there were a few pages where it was blatantly obvious that i was depressed because i would write about how my sister probably hates me, and how i hate myself, and stuff like that, but it was covered up by all this energetic entries and drawings. but! something that surprised me was that i wrote very openly about some of my medical condition things like, i can’t remember any examples, but i remembered writing something about having to do enemas, i think once or twice. and like. it made me realize that i hadn’t quite had it drilled into my head that i couldn’t be open about my medical condition, because like if it were a year or two later i would absolutely never write about that in a place i knew would be read by someone else. it made me a little sad that in such a short amount of time (definitely in the span of two years later) i became disgusted (?) by my own body and disabilities. like clearly my mom had not raised me to feel weird about that kind of stuff, our family was always really open about our bodies and would like. hang out in the bathroom together? but i remember being told by my dad and stepmom not to tell my friends about my medical condition because no one would want to be friends with me.
OK SO I BROUGHT THAT UP BECAUSE IM WATCHING THE SECOND GUYS LIVESTREAM HES DOING RN ON MORE OLD PETSCOP VIDS AND LIKE A MINUTE AFTER I POSTED THAT HE MENTIONED THE BUTTON THING AGAIN
